Tuesday, December 9, 2008

who are u, who am i and why are we here..

as i was sitting today by my window and reading and generally getting bored, i started to think about a few things out of having nothing to do. and all the thinking made me wander towards a different direction. and suddenly when i asked myself who i was i didnt have a smart answer. am i just a combination of the name my parents have given me and this face? hmm.. no, that seemed shallow and superficial to me. i thought about it for a while and got frustrated when i didnt get any proper answers. for a while ive been wondering what i want to do with my life, do i want to study some more and try to make a career in something else? or do i want to get married and produce kids and get caught up in changing diapers and taking care of a husband? or do i want to end up being an old maid? well, i dont know that either and im quite indecesive at times anyways.. do you ever wonder what your purpose in life is and why is it that you are here? i do at times, and i think we are all here for a reason, its like we are sent here in this world to play a character in this one of a kind broadway show! we get on the stage, get into the skin of our characters and play our part. and when we are done, we die. but no matter how small and unimportatnt we think we are, we all play an important part when you look at the whole picture. the only difference between this and a normal theatre act is that here we can choose what character we want to play, we can choose if we want to play the bad guy or the good guy, and we can also choose how important we want our characters to be. we can choose to play a small part and be forgotten, or we could do the lead role and be remembered even after the show is over, long after we are gone...

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